That day, I failed! After calming down, I thought, I lost, but I didn't lose to others but to myself! I'm afraid of the strong hand when I lose. In the face of strong players, I don't have enough courage and confidence to defeat them. What should I do in the future? Discouraged? No I want to overcome my weakness and continue to work hard until I succeed.
The day of the game has come. I'm still practising hard in my seat. All of a sudden, I was flustered and confused. The more I looked at them, the more I felt that these students seemed to be very strong opponents, and it was very difficult to win. "What are you afraid of? Don't panic!" I try to calm down and comfort myself in my heart. But I can't. I'm getting more and more nervous. I'm like a little rabbit in my arms. I don't know when it's full of sweat on my forehead. I'm getting more and more confused I pressed my hand against my chest, feeling that my heart would not jump out.
The game began. At the moment, my brain is in a mess. The computer in front of me seems strange. My reading feelings seem to be completely forgotten. The dense Chinese characters used for the competition seem to be crawling. I took a long breath, held my breath and waited for the teacher to call me.
When it comes to me, I'll read the text at once, alas! I forgot to read the topic again! Somehow, the mouth just doesn't listen. In order to overcome the panic, I silently read "relax, relax." But my mind is still a mess I don't know when it will be finished.
After a while, the vote was over, and there was no vote. It was all smashed! At this time, the tears of disheartened fell down, I felt as if the blood all over my body rushed to my face
This failure has given me such enlightenment: no matter what you do, you should be full of courage and confidence to overcome difficulties!